Need support..

Hey guys, I know I have always said that "Im no smoker" and all that. But the truth is I quit a while ago and have relapsed. This time it was more complicated, with exams coming around and past, my brother moving to Germany, mild drama around my life I have given in and relapsed again and went to chewing tobacco and cigarettes as an out. Well my mom went through my bag (for what ever reason) and found my Winstons and called me out on it knowing that I quit years ago and is frustrated it. After a long heart to heart with her I bought some nicotine gum and want to really quit this time.

So i deleted all my paint jobs with marlboro and all that on them, I got rid of any alcohol and tobacco liveries i had (and im not asking you to do it) and everything else that I have programmed into my mind as "controllable" and I now need you guys to help me out with support.

I want to quit, I know some people are ok with smoking we got racers in here that smoke and hey I don't judge and I have nothing against your lifestyle. But as someone who is overweight, has a history of diabetes and high blood pressure, and a history of cancer. I need to quit for myself and I just ask that you support me in any way that you think you can.

Just ask me how its going from time to time and keep me accountable - i wont lie to you, I have been very honest with you on a lot of details in my life and I want to quit sincerly with the most genuine heartfeldt ready to quit mentality.

Thanks for all of your support - you guys, admit it or not - are my family away from my real life, and I look up to the older members like my uncles and the lower members like my brothers.

Good racing, and good luck with whatever comes your way.

AAR corwinMB

Look corwin, we would not want you or anyone to do things that they know is against their code. We applaud you for your struggle to keep your code true, clean, and free from bondage.

thanks Don

Corwin,
At the end of the day, quitting means many more exciting races for all of us! See ya on the track!

ABE

I could be here all day talking to you about this one...thats right...i wrote the book on this topic....to much to text here...but its a piece of cake when done properly... be glad to discuss on live...keep the faith.

Thanks a lot Dale I should be on tonight actually I plan on being back around 6 or 7 EST so I can practice some before the race. then I am leaving my xbox at home for the rest of the week so I can do the bonestock and not have to move it 3 more times.

Np..ha!..sucks texting from my phone.lol.

thats how I have been posting replies here, from my phone - the internet sucks at my aunt's house and I cant even really get on XBL to get updates or anything thats how bad it is lol For some reason I need to get all my DLC again for forza so I might come home earlier than planned